Stay Strong .
I'm hurt and hurt is just so hurt . hurt is painful and painful is just some kind of extra pain that undescribeable . Feeling worthless . hurt that you'll never understand . saying that you're not when actually , you are . just some kind of jerk . was my eyes closed before this ? and I'm glad it had opened now and for that , thanks to Allah . yeah , feeling so not alive . can I just take back what I've said before ? cause my eyes were closed that I'm so blind to see that you're the knife that cut my heart into pieces . Now that my eyes open , I wish I could make it always open and never close so I won't hurt anymore . Keep my eyes open . and now there's shame on me . what should I do ? it's not my fault but end up I'm always the one who must say sorry . Why this is happening ? yeahh , I'm going to stay . stay strong . with my friends beside me , I'm going to stay strong .